Confession : A.R.M.Y

Hello guys!
Took me long enough to come back here and write something😅

Today I decided to write a confession here. I've became a kpopers since I was at the first grade of junior high school. It means I've became a kpopers since 2009, but never state that I'm a part of a fandom. I'm a multifandom. As I stated before ( you can read my statement at my previous post. When I reviewed a song ) I liked many groups.
But finally, I chose 2 groups that I want to give my full support.
I chose to be an A.R.M.Y and a Melody. I chose BTS and BTOB.

Today I want to confess something as an Army.

I've known BTS / Bangtan Sonyeondan / 방탄소년단 since I was at the second grade of Senior High School. One of my classmate was an Army back there. She often drew the face of BTS' members. Especially Jungkook and Suga. She showed me many picts of BTS and also their songs. But I never paid attention back there.
All I know was Jungkook, the cutest member of BTS, and I liked him. That's it.
I never paid attention when my friend talked about BTS. When I saw their pict, I was thinking "Why they chose this style as their style?" They were wearing basketball jerseys with super big necklaces and basketball shoes. Their hair colors were not nice. Weird.
I couldn't accept their songs back there. Their songs were too loud for me.

So I continued as a multifandom girl without even gave an attention to this group.

I even stop my hobby as a fangirl but continue to watch dramas when I was at the 3rd year of senior high.

As the time goes by, I entered college. I never tried to find out about BTS. I also never tried to listen to their songs. But everything changed after I heard one of their song.

Titled "Just One Day" at an accessories shop.

I fell in love with that song right after I heard it. It was really different with the other Bangtan's songs. 

After heard that one, I tried to find information about that song and finally found out that the singer is BTS. 

After "Just One Day", I found an article about the hardest choreo among the kpop idols and I saw "Fire". I was really curious because it was at the top 5. I forgot the exact position but I remembered that it was at the top 5. So because of my curiousity, I searched for the music video. I got the MV and also the dance practice video. And I was shocked. They are all great! They synchronized really well. The choreography was really the strong one. The music was also good. Match to my ears. I also saw some reactions of youtubers, foreign youtubers to this MV and dance practice. And they are all satisfied. They are all loved both MV and the dance practice. 

After doing some research, I decided to be an A.R.M.Y. 

At first, I was confuse to differentiate the members. I always miss match between Jin, Jimin, and J-Hope. Meanwhile the other 4 were fine. The first member that I know was Jungkook. The second was Rapmoster. And the third is Suga and the last one is V. 

Struggled for some time, I finally can differentiate Jin, Jimin and J-Hope. I also listened to their songs, and again, I fell in love with those songs. 

I really liked "Butterfly" "Run" "Hold Me Tight" "Fire" back there. But now, after I heard almost all of their songs, I liked them all😂

They released WINGS a couple months ago. It was their second full album. Before they released it, they released 7 short movies if I'm not mistaken. I watched them all. And got confused every time I finished😅 They are really made A.R.M.Y used their brain to think what is the meaning behind every short movie. In the fact, the theories that they used at WINGS are connected with the theories that they used at their previous comeback. 

When they finally released the album, I installed Vapp and watched their countdown. I was really happy, because even though the application crashed ( because there were too many people who watched their countdown. If I'm not mistaken, the vieweres of their countdown reached 10million people ) so the countdown was delayed for an hour😂😂 many people noticed them and waited for their comeback :") 

After they released the album and they released the music video for "Blood, Sweat and Tears" at youtube, again, the youtube crashed because too many people who accessed it at the same time😂 but again, I'm proud. It means many people waited them and noticed them;")

Being an A.R.M.Y made me know a lot of people. I joined MelOn streaming project, and also MAMA voting project. And I'm happy because what I did can help them. Even its only 0,0000001% :")

When BTS won their first daesang album of the year at MMA, my hands were shacking like crazy. I'm so damn happy and proud:") When I heard the first word that came up from Rapmonster's mouth was "army", I cried right after I heard that word. I felt like he noticed me. I'm not a korean fans who can support fully them, who can often see them. I'm just an international fans who only can watch them through my phone, streaming their performance at music program, vote for them and saved a lot of their picts:")

When they won best dance award at MAMA 2016, I was so suprised. Because when I saw the vote result, when I voted for the last time, BTS was at the third place. But a miracle happened and they won the award. I'm so happy for it;))))

And when they won the artist of the year at MAMA 2016, I was.....crying..... :")))))) harder than when I cried for them when they won their first daesang album of the year at MMA. I'm beyond happy. I'm so proud of what they did. They did a really nice job. Good job. It was really nice when I saw them did the group hug. And when finally Suga bursted into tears at the stage. For the first time. I was really touched. He finally made his dream came true. They finally made their dreams come true. 

Being an A.R.M.Y is one of the best choice that I've ever made. I made a lots of new friends since I joined the fandom. They are all friendly and willing to fight alongside the boys. Shared information, doing the fangirling things together. It feels like I had a new family. A new big family. 

The main reason why I chose to be an A.R.M.Y is because I want to support them, doing everything that I can to give my support for BTS. 

I never cried because of a singer or a group before. But this group was totally amazing. I can laugh just because I see their photos or their short videos. And I also can cry whenever I see them burst into tears. 

And, BTS is the only group that could make me have a desire to come to their concert. They are the only one. Even BtoB, couldn't make me have this desire. I want to see them perform live on the stage, sing along with them and the other A.R.M.Y, waving the armybomb together with the other A.R.M.Y,  at least I have to see them once in a lifetime. 

I hope people will respect the boys in the future. They deserve that. They really work their best to reach their place now. They give all they have to reach their place right now. From the unknown group, now they are one of the top kpop group. They could make it, to the billboard. I'm so proud when I saw their name on the billboard. 

I read how they struggled back there before they started to gain people attention. When they started as a rookie group, they don't even have money to eat, so Jin have to ask for vegetables and other ingredients from his mom to make food for his brothers. Their dorm was so tiny. When the other groups wear suit and tie, or coats, they still use t-shirts. When the other groups praised by netizens, they received a lot of critics and hates. They were almost giving up. But thank God they weren't. 

They produced their own songs. Suga, Rapmonster and J-Hope are BTS's composers. They loved each other. If there's a member who get injured and can't perform with the other members at the stage, they never forget him when they take a photo after performing. For example, lately, Suga couldn't attend all the year end festivals because he's injured. But whenever BTS took a photo after they performed, they always "bring" Suga too. They brought Suga's acrylic standee everywhere :") or when Rapmonster got injured at 2015, they brought him with them too. A fan with Rapmonster's picture on it😂 

I fell in love with this group. I crashed so hard on them. They took my heart since the first time I heard "Just One Day". They captivated me since the first time I saw "Fire". I'm give my best to support them. I can't promise them that I'll be an A.R.M.Y forever, but I will support them no matter what as long as what they do is positive things. I will stay right beside them and defend them from those haters. They don't deserve the hates. 

They will do the WINGS Tour this year. I wish I could attend one of them. 

Wait.

Not wish. I HAVE to attend one of those concerts. I have to see them. I want to see them. 

I have a lot of wishes for them. But I couldn't write everything here. But my biggest wish for them are, please stay healthy. That is the only thing that important. Because when you are healthy, you can do everything. 

Okay, that's all my story. My confession as an A.R.M.Y. I have more but couldn't write everyhing here. It will be too long😂

Thank you all for reading. 

Cheers! 

- A proud A.R.M.Y -